DREAM WEAVER

How Jedi Am I daw..

2005-05-21T14:09:38Z

:: how jedi are you? ::

Nyahahahahah !! Im Little Vader they say... so call me by my name...

SOGO BOY !!!! NYAHAHAHAHAHH !!!!

Holy Shit !

2005-04-26T08:31:35Z

Where in the world are you guys?

Nyahahahahah !!

My GF / Fiancee is going back to the province for a while..

We couldn't get work for her because the most important application information is NOT WITH US!

Her BIRTH CERTIFICATE....

And jesus it pains me to say this but..

She has got to get that real bad if she needs a job.

Im helping her with that too..

And everything has to go as planned or were dead. =P

Anyway...

to the band and I hope one of them get's to read this.

Ron: Pahiram ng RIDE THE LIGHTNING CD wala ako metallica sa hauz and I can't practice.

Derrick: Nothing bro just read below.

Valkrist: Practice Practice Practice.

to All: The Following assignment is this.

- One ( Metallica )
- Erotomania ( Dream Theater )
- The Trooper ( Iron Maiden )
- Strange De Ja Vu ( Dream Theater )

That's all for now. And please finish the Hollow Years song para makalipat pa tayo ng bagong songs. Hehe.

Ohhhh da pleghm....

2005-04-07T05:38:35Z

Goddamn pleghm...

Goddamn coughing... it's like my brain wants to come out with my soul and my spit !

Geeze !!

I need help right now ! DERRICK !!!!

Where are you ???

Tomorrow Evening mag kita tayo sa COmplex please.. Kelangan ko i research mga specs ng PC mo if I won't be able to get them today ! T_T HHUHUHUHUHUUHHUHU !!!!!

That's all!

New Days..

2005-04-05T04:37:04Z

No money and a ton of school work on my back, I gotta hand it to life when it LITERALLY FALLS IN YOUR HEAD. Hehe, I miss the guys, although they crashed at my place last saturday it feels funny that I can't be around them that much after my brother died..

All's well ends well. It's not a problem anymore since bro died, and my respect for him came back at a moment too late. My new life is kinda rough though, but despite the trials that are to overcome what I may call " A LIFE " I know that someday my hardwork as a musician, friend, lover to a girl so beautiful and a " responsible person " will pay off someday.. or perhaps you can say it as.. " might pay off someday ".

I'm here at anonas right now with my love and we're going to pack some stuff of hers later on after cynthia plays and does her work here. I gotta borrow a bag for the moment at least to help my GF grab her things and get outta that place that you call home.

It feels funny too, I met TC at school today and asked him about the name of his friend's band. He told me their name was " ABOMINATE ". Jesus christ Derrick you gotta read this. The band that you saw at anonas last march 9th were the guys I was gonna contact when we hold our own production. Hehe.

My GF is sad today.. we had a little argument.. I ADMIT! It's my fault anyway.. and I told her that I'm sorry.. I know my sorry isn't enough, but i'm not stupid enough to know that she's still mad at me..

I'm content with what I have and whom I'm with. MY band, MY friends, MY family and MY love. This is all I have and I cannot afford to lose any one of them.. they are my LIFE. I'd rather die than lose them all..

Mwah! See yah guys !

Hell on earth..

2005-03-10T08:48:14Z

The week was a bumb and full of agony pain suffering and all that foolish shit a person would ever feel..

My brother, Charles Broderick died sunday 12:30am due to cardiac arrest.. he had cardiac arrest twice.. the second was the fatal one.. I arrived at the hospital around 2:30AM..

My mother was crying shit.. My sister as well.. Worst of all.. I am just the Guy in the Family now..

It's like time repeated itself..

- My father died at 49 years of age.. my brother was 22 that time..
- 18 years to the day.. my brother died at 40.. and now I'm 22.. Hmm..

Maybe when I'm 40 years old I'll die too..

My brother had cancer.. a big tumor on his kidney.. which produced nodes ( Cancer cells ) that spread from one organ to another.. It spread from his kidney to his stomach to his lungs.. fluids were constantly being produced by the nodes which wouldn't stop.. the fluids were already pumped out.. but still continued to reproduce till he died.. my brothers lungs were weak because he smoked more than half pack a day.. since he was 18.. the cancer didn't kill him.. his lungs and heart failed him..

Now that he's in ashes and in a jar... at least he's at home.. and at least he's back.. well.. I'm worried about my mother.. because she's been calling me by my brother's name since he died.. it's fucking irritating me already! Grrr!

And for the past two weeks that I've been sad and down.. I never thought that my crush would me my shoulder and my legal girlfriend. She was always there.. and I'm happy about the fact that, We're legal, We're happy and We're schoolmates at the same time.. I hope that she be the one. I can't say that she is, but it's enough to know that she's always there.. ^_^

Oh well back to music ! I MISS EVERYONE !! YEAH !

The Week...

2005-02-25T19:18:30Z

One fucking week of hell...

Feb 19..

- My " Stupid Brother " was confined at San Juan Medical Hospital.. then transfered to UERM MEDICAL HOSPITAL... Complications...

- Not Eating..
- Sleeps all the time
- Want's to get thin...
- Foolish pride to die..

Feb 20..

- Am still all alone at home.. my studies are crashing once again.. Jesus christ... if you DO EXIST at least show something that's good to happen for the stupid brother I have.. At least Jardean and Kieth were at my place so we could have time to talk about my dying brother.. At least they're there when you need them. Although they're not my blood.. they are my family.. much closer to that.. something much more special than the people I grew up with for 21 years..

Feb 21..

- I went to school but I was late for attendance. At least classes were canceled. I bought the twin pedals with the cash I earned from working a part time script at ABS that our friend gave us.. That afternoon I was really in a bad mood. I wasn't even able to talk to Micah.. -_-;; stupid me... im soo stupid..

Feb 22..

- Same thing done. But I didn't go to school.. I'd rather stay home. I had no money. But enough food for me and the pets to last for 2 weeks.. I also got the tickets for our Friday gig at Music Museum.. I cleaned the house all day. Watched TV. I had gone porn marathoning if there is such a word.. Slept early again. I never thought that cleaning the house would feel better than a workout. ^_^..

Feb 23..

- I woke up early. Fed the dogs.. Did the usual chores and stuff.. Had another full body workout because of cleaning the house. I never felt anything like it. It's actually better than going to the Gym. That Afternoon I met with the band for practice. 2 Hrs of work out again on the drums. ^_^ Hehe.. Went home early after that..

Feb 24..

- Got up early. Did practice again with the band 'round 3pm - 6pm I guess... Planned for what to do on the 25th.. Girlie had problems so she consulted her close friends. Really personal.. hehe.. I wasn't able to see Micah for a week and it sucks not seeing someone you love.. -_-;; at least I don't feel blank about her.. just annoyed because it felt like she wanted to let me go.. I felt bad and really hurt..............................................................................................
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My mom went home and told me about what my brother's doctor told them... Doctor Ramos of UERM MEDICAL HOSPITAL said... " He is diagnosed with cancer of the Kidney.. stage 4.. there is nothing we could do.. "

My sister txt me that afternoon about it before mom told me.. I felt disoriented at first and it suddenly reminded me of something. Hell answered my prayer...

That evening me and mom we're talking.. she didn't say a word till my sister called..

Feb 25..

- I'm numb until now.. I don't know if I should be happy or sad or angry or insulted or whatever shit is going on in my life right now.. my friends are my family and they're the only one I could trust.. Valk.. Vince.. Ron.. Derrick.. Erick(11).. Eric.. Jardean.. Kieth.. Closest to me are these human beings for they are the only ones I could trust. I'm lucky I have them in my life. At least now my life has it's own direction.. Gig starts at 8PM at the MUSIC MUSEUM GREEN HILLS and I was very thankful that those who were invited came.. The Gig ended and I was delighted about it.. But deep inside me, although I could feel the joy inside me.. I know I can never be an asshole when somebody I hate will be in the next world.. I'm still numb.. and I don't like slapshock ! SO FUCK OFF !! INSULT ME AND YOUR DEAD IM SERIOUS I WILL KILL ANYONE WHO PISSES ME OFF ABOUT SLAP SHOCK ! YOU HEAR ME ?!?!?!?!?!?

Today..

- I'm still numb.. so don't piss me off... I'm going home in a few minutes.. just relaxing my body and mind before I enter a state of madness when I get home.. I want to see Micah again.. Hug her.. kiss her... hold her... be with her.. I want to stay with my band as long as I like.. I want to sleep and eat and be happy and get a job and graduate and be a successful musician... Fuck... somethings might and might not happen.. somethings do exist and you should have to accept the fact that, they're real, they're there and they are bound to happen...

- Life and death.. Joy and anger.. I can no longer know when the grief will uplift from me. I just want it to get over the fact that he has weeks.. maybe months to live..

BULLSHIT KA KASI TANGINA MO KA !!!!! MAPRIDE KA KASI KAYA MAMAMATAY K NA !!! MAKAPAL MUKHA MO KALA MO D KA MAMAMATAY KASI NASA BAHAY KA LANG HA GAGO KA !?!? POTANGINA MO KALA MO KALA MO D NASASAKTAN MGA TAONG NASA PALIGID MO SA MGA PINAG GAGAGAWA MO !!! APEKTADO LAHAT YAN !!?? POTANGINA MO !!! KAHIT GAGO KA !!! KAHIT MINALTRATO MO KO NUNG BATA PA AKO DAHIL ANAK AKO NG TATAY KO SA IBA !!! KAHIT BINABASTOS MO KO SA HARAP NG MGA KAIBIGAN KO KAPAG NASA BAHAY AKO !!! KAHIT WALA KA NANG GINAGAWA SA KIN KUNDI GAGUHIN AKO !!!!!!......

kuya pa din kita.......

listen to fatal tragedy. - Dream Theater -
understand the song and you'll know what it feels like to have someone you
know slowly die in front of your eyes...

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2005-02-14T02:57:24Z

And the Freaking Valentine Fever is in the AIIIIIIRRRR !!!!

And so in my system as well ! Nyahahahhhahahaha !!

D2 naman si Micah eh, Wabsh ko. Kaso girl ang gs2 nyan nde guy.. =`( wala din...

Lonely pa din ako ngaung valentines.. iba nasa icip nyan lam ko... kaya aun...

Anyway.. in other related news.

WALA KAMI CLASSES KASI THERE'S A FREAKING VALENTINE FEVER IN SCHOOL !!! GRRRRRRR !!! I HATE MY SCHOOL ! I see Hearts ! I see Red Funny Smelling Roses ! I see kissing Everywere ! I see red curtains ! I see RED ! Minus the blood, BUT EVERYTHING IS FREAKING RED ! GRRRRRR !!!!!

e2 nlng muna. 2nyt nlng ung iba. And 22g2g ulet kami sa Music Museum sa 25 ! Nyahahhaha ! Beat that !! /gg

Para sa yo to...

2005-02-11T16:09:53Z

Finally Free

by Dream Theater

Hypnotherapist:
"You are once again surrounded by a brilliant white light.
Allow the light to lead you away from your past and into this lifetime.
As the light dissipates you will slowly fade back into consciousness remembering all you have learned.
When I tell you to open your eyes you will return to the present,
feeling peaceful and refreshed.
Open your eyes, Nicholas."

The Miracle:
Friday evening
The blood still on my hands
To think that she would leave me now
For that ungrateful man

Sole survivor
No witness to the crime
I must act fast to cover up
I think that there's still time

He'd seem hopeless and lost with this note
They'll buy into the words that I wrote

"This feeling inside me
Finally found my love, I've finally broke free
No longer torn in two
I'd take my own life before losing you"

Victoria:
Feeling good this Friday afternoon
I ran into Julian
Said we'd get together soon

He's always had my heart
He needs to know
I'll break free of the Miracle
It's time for him to go

This feeling inside me
Finally found my love, I've finally broke free
No longer torn in two
He'd kill his brother if he only knew

Their love renewed
They'd rendezvous
In a pathway out of view
They thought no one knew
Then came a shot out of the night

The Sleeper:
One last time
We'll lay down today
One last time
Until we fade away
One last time
We'll lay down today
One last time
We fade away

As their bodies lie still
And the ending draws near
Spirits rise through the air
All their fears disappear, it all becomes clear
A blinding light comes into view
An old soul exchanged for a new
A familiar voice comes shining through

Nicholas:
This feeling inside me
Finally found my life, I'm finally free
No longer torn in two
I learned about my life by living through you

This feeling inside me
Finally found my life, I'm finally free
No longer torn in two
Living my own life by learning from you

Part 2..

2005-02-11T15:53:07Z

Sabhin p nmn s mukha mo na.. " Ganyan k naman eh, baliwala lang naman ako sa yo d ba ? "

Aba sino ba hindi maasar nun.. tsk..

Asar tlga ako.. Kala ko p nmn ok na araw ko kahit nilalagnat, inaantok at nabbwisit! Sus ! Ung isa dyan binanatan pa ko ng ganun! Grrrrr !

At ayaw ko p nmn sa lahat pag kinukulit ako! Grrrrrrrr !??!?! Ayaw ko nga sumama eh ! WHY ?? kasi AYAW KO! Mahirap ba intindhin yun ?? Nkakainis !

Baket may mga tao pag sinasabi mo na ayaw mo. AYAW MO. PERIOD. >.< Nag palusot nlng tuloy ako ng may lakad akong iba. Inis na ko!! Inis pa ako hanggang ngaun!! At nararamdaman un ng banda ko. Taena wala ako binabanggit sa kanila nakahalata nanaman cla agad.. ganun tlga mga kabanda ko..

Hay.. kahit kaya nila ako basahin ok lng. At least naiintindhan nila sitwasyon pag inis na ko...

Sge dc ko na to.. pag papatuloy ko nlng pag mumukmok ko tomorrow dito ksama ng mga bandmates and brothers ko.

Letche..

2005-02-11T12:15:50Z

Letcheng araw to... sama ng gising ko d pa ko nakapasok ng skul masama na pakiramdam ko tapos potangina...

Grrrrrrrrr !??!!!

Wala pala ako sa kanya ah !? >.< Cno ba nde mag iinit ulo nun ?!?! Nyemas !? Sya pa mismo nag sabi nun..

On the lighter side..
Feb 25 sa Music Museum.. makaka2g2g ulet kami doon.. another break.. and another pain in the ass.. at least makaka2g2g kami ng maayos at sa maayos na lugar at sa maayos na gamit at sa maayos na atmosphere na nadadatnan ng tao.. hay.. sana makuha ko na pedals..

Deh bale.. mahaba naman oras eh.. still have months to go before graduation and I still have to think of my day to day life besides bumbing around..

For once, sense did knock in my head.. I don't have to bum around just to enjoy life.. I can enjoy life to the fullest with my band and friends... ok na sana eh.. may ksama na sana ako kaso iniicip nya binabalewala ko lang ung mga araw na un... asar.. wala tlga ako silbi.. i'll stick to music nlng...

Rodel is leaving the country na.. ilang days nlng. Today is his last day at work here sa Gowee and I felt a warm atmosphere. Not Happy but regressing.. Geeze I never thought I'd feel that wind in my head go blank all of a sudden. I've been staring at my thoughts and the band and the music I've been playing lately and with it I can bear the pressure of life.. It's better that way and I know naman that music is the only reason I'm alive.. If my dreams of having a successful career as a musician fail.. then I'd rather die..

Elo

2005-02-08T03:36:44Z

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Wala gnawa kanina sa skul. Nag paka-late pa ako taena tlga wala pala klase!!!

GRrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !!??!?!?!?!??!

Pag dating ko sakto dinismiss ang class amfootah ! Asar ! Kala ko p naman mag assemble kami at disassemble ng PC ! Grrrrrrrrr !? Exited p naman ako mag baklas ngaun ! Grrrrrrrrrr !??

Anyways I'm here with Micah again. Sweet nga eh naka-kandong s kin. Sweet nya parang GF ko na ! ^_^ Heheh !

anyways..ala lng.d2 pren gowee.as usual. - micah

Nakitype pa! Heheh !

Kinakantahan nga ako ni Ron ng Ride the Lightning eh ! Wahehehehehe !
Pnta ako kina valkrist mamayang 12:30pm and mdami pa ko gagwin sa PC nya
Ex: Reinstall Drivers and Softwares and Burn the Files at last !

Uwi ako maaga 2day pagkakuha ko ng Hardisk ni Kieth kay Ron. Inaantok pa ko..
The whole week I feel like I'm always sleepy.. D naman ako nag mamaria sa room ! Waheheheheheh !!

Geeze..

Holy Pwet!!! O_o

2005-02-07T08:37:31Z

Eesh !

My morning was great !

Spent the whole morning reviewing for our quizes and I passed both quizzes today ! ^_^

Tae naman tong mga klasmeyt ko! Grrrrrrrrr! Sinetup ako sa isang gurl kanina sa skul! Esssh ! Palibhasa kras ako nun eh ! T_T

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !

i'm here at gowee with my friend Micah. kngat nnmn ako s likod.. kinurot s utong.. at cnasmpal ako kaliwat kanan! hehe. kyut ksi kya d ako mkgnti. Hehe. Lagi ganun pag and2 yan replay araw araw.. Hehe..

Shet ansakit ng balikat ko...
Taenang kagat yan..

T_T pati nipple ko parang malalaglag nlng... T_T..

See yaH ! mYa pag nakabalik ako lagay ulet ako sa journal na to.. ^_^

Yeyeyeyeye !!!

2005-02-05T04:37:03Z

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Crap..

2005-02-04T11:25:47Z

I woke up at 5:00PM.. Grrr...

And I was able to watch the Gate Keepers script that I made.. It was the episode with Count Devil and I felt 2 things...

Did my transcription suck or did the Acting of the Dubbers suck much more..

Grrrrrrrrrrrr.......

Uwi ako maaga today.. Bili ako celphone tomorrow with my " Sister "

Shitty Day...

2005-02-03T03:52:51Z

My day... is.. full.. of.. shit.....

Shit here.. shit there.. shit everywhere I look... even the passangers beside me look like shit.. and one of them smells like one too... grrrrr.....

Too bad I wasn't able to see Jodie today. She looked real tired and busy.. I didn't want to bother her to I tapped her on the shoulder and wispered to her that I'd come back another time.. *sighs*

Later on, me and Carl were walking towards the former COD building to get a ride to Anonas and there was this strange piercing smell of paint running through our noses. Everyone felt it's piercing effect and really.. IT WAS PAINFUL! Like sticking cotton buds in your nose and drilling through till it reaches your throat! Eck!

Practice this after noon again with my band. Much better than doing nothing at all. And I just hope I run into the guy who's selling me his drum pedals for 3.7K I really need a pair right now and I can't live without using drum pedals now.

And I wish that I get my new fone this saturday.. I can't live without a fone right now.. T_T

stryffe_20 @ 2005-02-02T21:19:00

2005-02-02T13:56:13Z

My head is aching...

Last night while going home I shut my eyes for a moment and leaned back for a while.. when I opened my eyes the tricycle was moving to the left... to the left I say.. the left... damn left... to the SIDEWALK NEAR THE DRAINAGE !!! This is what happened next...

Me: Manong.. sa cinnabar po kaliwa...

TrycDriver: ....

Me: Manong...

TrycDriver: HA ??? *startled*

*Tricycle trips over the sidewalk and I almost got myself inside the Drainage*

TrycDriver: Ung gulong, knakain ung gulong ng rim

Me: Ulol, natutulog ka habang may pasahero ka wag ka magpalusot halata k masyado palibhasa walang tao sa paligid. Makauwi n nga *with a spraint arm*

TrycDriver: Eh ung gulong eh!

Me: Rereklamo kita bukas ng umaga antay k lang.

TrycDriver: Wag!

Then I left him there with his so called posessed Wheel Eating RIM! Grrrrrrrrrrrr ! Montek pa ko ma-amputate ng wala sa oras! Grrrrrrrr !!

Kanina galing kami sa Greenhills and visited a friend of Derrick. Marlon. Who works at Audiophile Greenhills and the equips are COOL !!! LAWAY NANAMAN AKO !!!

Marlon gave me a change to actually hold a TAMA IRON COBRA and hell while I was looking at it, I felt like floating in mid-air! Grrrrrrrrrr !!

Quality: Perfect
Durability: Exellent
Weight: Very Light

Holy crap !! What am I saying !??! It's an IRON COBRA FOR GODS FREAKING SAKE !??! Waaaaaaaaaaaaa !??!?!?

I'll study harder! Work Harder !! I wanna get myself a pair of those in my drum kit ! Yeah !!

Hayz..

2005-02-01T03:23:46Z

My celphone is busted!! Drats !

Hmm, I wasn't able to meet up with Jodie today.. Waaaaaaaaa T_T I couldn't txt her too.. darn.. nakakainis tlga d ko sya makausap.. T_T Gs2 ko sya makita.. Huhuhu..

Sana makabili na ko ng fon bukas.. Hay... Or at least before the week ends.. ^_^

And the Drum Pedals.. Oh.. The Pedals.. Wala pa sila.. WAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!! T_T D ako makapag praktis ng dual pedals in grooves and odd time and beats kung wala sila.. T_T

I've got the latest Jordan Rudess album pero isang song p lng nadodownload ko kaya ayun. Pnapakinggan ko na. It's called RA and It's extremely perfect !! Yeah ! Jordan Rudess Rocks !!

Fucked Up

2005-01-31T12:26:12Z

My morning started great!

I went to school and although I was late it still felt good because somebody I care for cares for me as well ^_^ Im very flattered and happy to know that and very well pleased and content that at last.. there is someone special if you wait enough.

We ate there at TROPICAL hehe. She was there too and although I couldn't talk to her because of her busy schedule.. I knew that she wanted to talk to me too. When I came up to her and told her that I'd txt her when I'd get to the studio she said "OK"

I txted her after practice, we had a little conversation and I told her that it's better if she'd go to bed. I felt that she was really tired so I had to put the fone down.. hay.. wish I was there.. ^_^

Now I'm at Gowee and heard the latest bullshit news and it was full of crap, and too bad we wouldn't continue the gig tomorrow, Ron is sick and he need's rest and it's time that we in the band need rest too. We're starting to rush things again and I'm feeling pretty bad for the momemnt because of all the bullshit that's going on with a "Noise". If you know what I mean...

Bullshit ka.. sira na ko sa kanya dahil sa kung ano anong mga pinag sasasabi mo potangina ka! Galit na tlga ako wag mo na din ako kakausapin dahil d kita kakausapin ng maayos mula ngaun. Imbes na maiayos ko ang sitwasyon ko kung ano ano pa pinag gagagawa mong mga kasinungalingan sa buhay mo kaya ka pinaplastik potangina ka! Sana mamatay k na! Letche ! Hudas ! Barabas ! Hestas ! Demonyo ! Kung nababasa mo to at tinatablan ka potangina ka tamaan ka sana dahil kilalang kilala ka namin at kilalang kilala mo sarili mo ! Kung apektado ka mag reply ka dito tapos sapakan tayo ! Cguraduhin mo na kaya mo pagtanggol mo sarili mo dahil galit na galit ako sa yo at sana pala dati pa kita tinatapakan kahit may KAUNTING KAUNTING KAUNTI KANG SILBI SA AMIN !! LETCHE KA !!! Tumanda kang sinungaling !! Niloloko mo pa sarili mo !! Kung cno cno pa niloloko mo dahil sa potanginang awa mo potangina ka !! D na ako maaawa sa yo !! 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Hell Yeah.

2005-01-29T18:36:03Z

Hmm, damn I wasn't even able to log on yesterday.. Hmm, it's better that I log in now ^_^.

Saturday was Fine. I went out with my friends and bandmates and had band practice TWICE in one night. Not bad for a progressing band.

I've had a stuff of ideas in my head lately about how to gain band funds and the last thing that went into my mind was having a production of my own. We'll for a person like me who's PATHETIC SISTER won't let me work cause I MIGHT BECOME MORE INDEPENDENT !??! Well there, it's a better idea thatn no Idea at all. And with the help of my friends maybe I can accomplish tasks !! ^_^

2:30Am and I'm listening to Dream Theater again. Can't get the songs out of my head, really inspiring. No wonder people call Dream Theater the " greatest band in the world ".

After my mentor Jardean introduced this type of music to my brain I can't get it out anymore. We'll at least positive things happened though.

1. I got better at drumming
2. I work for myself harder
3. It is very inspiring
4. Not just the songs changed me, the band itself aswell has changed me enough. Especially Mike Portnoy. His beliefs move people to change too.

I'm still with my band at this time in the morning. Hehehe. Writing this on my journal has never felt better.

Farell is still behind me listening to Dream Theater.

We ate at a tapsihan named PAPU's and hell it was great there too!

Orders were ( And look at what's wrong with it)

TAPSILOG (TAP)
TOCSILOG (Knock)
BANGSILOG (BANGBUS)
HOTSILOG (Malibog)
BEEF PARES (Farell)

Wahahehehheheheheheh !! joke lang !

sge eto muna ulet ! ^_^ Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!

Yikee !!

2005-01-28T01:18:33Z

Nag reply na sya sa kin !??!? YIkee nakausap ko pa sa Celfon !!

Hay... ganda ng boses.. ganda nya... ganda din ugali... likes what I like..

I like her too cause she's positive about life, hardworking, kind, sweet, and of course has dreams of her own. ^_^ Damn I never thought I could meet someone like her in my life. ^_^

At last.. sana 22o na to.. pag hihirapan ko to ! ^_^

Like my dream as a band member and as a student and as a person who views life positively and surely.

Yehey !!

2005-01-27T06:31:42Z

She replied to me ! Yehey ! ^_^ Nde sya mataray !! Grabe !! HINDI !! AS IN HINDI !!! Wahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhaha !!!

^_^ Sana makausap ko pa sya pag nde na sya Bz.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!

Shet...

2005-01-26T13:22:15Z

Gagu master Jardean ko.. ( Master ko sa Drums, keyboards, Guitars, Bass, Vocals )

Nag aaya ng Reunion naming mag bes pren..

Potah...

Mag rereunion pa kami may mga ksama pang mga fokfok !?? Etchas !??

BWISET KA DEAN !??!?!?

Mwhahahah !!!

2005-01-26T05:40:01Z

Mwahahaha !!

My day started out fine !! ^_^ and yesterday felt good but today was awesome !! Wahhahahaha !!!

Yesterday:
Bayad na kami sa sweldo sa ABS
Today:
Pasado sa quiz sa Digital Electronics.

Yesterday:
Nakauwi ako ng maaga
Today:
Uwi ako kunin ko mags ni Peter Puti

Yesterday:
Nakapag praktis kami at ung bantay sa studio parang nagulantang kasi Prog ang 2g2g namin
Today:
Kita ng mga klasmeyts ko c Farell tapos gs2 nila hamunin ng suntukan

Yesterday:
I slept well
Today:
I'm feelin outright cool!

Yesterday:
We saw a lot of ladies at Mini Stop sa ABS and my eyes were melting...
Today:
I met this girl who works at Tropical Hut Hamburger, she was givin out fliers for Tropical's new food promo and then Carl dared me to ask her name and number. When I came to her this is what happened:

Me: Hi miss, uhmm.. could I bother you for a moment and ask for your name and number if you don't mind?

Jodie: .......

Me: If it is ok.. i'd...

Jodie: ..Kita mo naman name ko d ba ?

"I didn't notice her name tag, I PROMISE !!! Then, oh man, ako ang nagulantang !! Nabaliktad ung situation grrrrr... ako ung natense amf!"

Me: Ok then,.. uhmm.. number mo nalang po?.. "Smiles with Tension"

Jodie: (looks around if any of her co-workers are around) **** *** ** **

Me: Uhmm.. ok I'll just give you a misscall or txt you tonight when your not busy anymore.. k?

Jodie: Ok..

Damn, I never thought a girl could turn a situation around so easily by just simple words.. Hay... After 4 years it happened to me again. I never got tense like that since High School. Wow, that feeling of tension finally settled me for a moment and I felt content at the same time. It's fun being tense for moments in your life because if you never get tense, your not human. ^_^

Jesus!

2005-01-25T06:31:35Z

I woke up late...

Wasn't able to go to class again...

The money is here at last.

Hmm, valkrist is trying to absorb the INSULTS from cutting his hair lately. The real world just can't accept what he just done to his hair. And so of course I understand despite me laughing too! ^_^ He

Now there are two people left in the band with long hair.

Ron and Eine.

-In other REALated news-
I found out about something from an ex GF of Shin and it definitely linked with all things related to him. He still isn't shutting up and is still talking rubbish and changing stories when people ask why he left the band. HELLO! He did not leave the band. WE KICKED HIM OUT BECAUSE HIS SANITY IS IN THE IDEAL WORLD! HE CAN'T EVEN RECOGNIZE or BE AT ONE WITH THE ATMOSPHERE !! HE SAID IT HIMSELF !! FOR GOD's SAKE IF THERE IS ONE SOMEONE PLEASE STAB HIM IN THE THROAT SO HE CAN FINALLY SHUT UP AND LET HIS BLOOD RUN THROUGH THE FLOOR SO HE CAN DIE A SLOW AND PAINFULLY EXCRUCIATING DEATH !!! HELL ON EARTH PLEASE KILL HIM !!!

*sigh*..

I opened my friendster account and I had a new msg. Now there are two applicants in the band. ^_^ Weeeeeeeee!! This is going well. ^_^

The Boring day...

2005-01-24T06:39:34Z

It is known as the rest day for everyone...

Sunday..

such a boring day for me that includes :

1. Waking up at 6pm
2. Getting mauled by dogs
3. Dogs pissing on your doorstep
4. Smelling like dogs too
5. My annoying sister
6. My screaming mom
7. The laundry
8. Txting people
9. Watching T.V.
10. Getting Fat
11. Killing yourself by indulging yourself in cholesterol filled food
12. Cleaning the house
13. Getting naked before bed
14. Going back to lala land...

and damn my day outright sucked....

Hay..

Monday:

I woke up so early... round 5:30 AM
My mom's dog pissed in my room again.. of course because of sheer anger, I kicked my mom's dog with all pride and joy! GRRAHHH!!!!

I got to school around 8:30am we had a quiz at DIGELEC and another quiz at TRIGO around 12:30...

I haven't eaten yet..

I don't know what to do today actually...

i'll just go home and sleep..

gud day...